😱Girl was hospitalized for trying one more pen…See more

😱Girl was hospitalized for trying one more pen…See more

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We talked this morning and I explained that although I thought I was over it last night, the way I feel this morning shows I’m clearly not.

I know there’s no magic solution and I know everyone on here will say something along the lines of “Get over your insecurities” or “leave her”, but I just feel so trapped with the thoughts in my head, and I don’t know how to move forward from this.

So I’m making this post as a hail Mary, I suppose, and hoping someone out there can give me some advice on how to deal with what I’m feeling.

UPDATE:

I never thought I’d update this, but first off, thank you to everyone for the kind words and encouragement.

We talked a fair bit and did our best to enjoy the rest of the weekend. It wasn’t as good as we’d hoped, but it definitely had a few good memories made.

While I’m glad to say that I’m pretty much over my insecurities about my size, thanks to a lot of the comments and input here, therapy, and hitting the gym consistently, I’m also afraid to say that my girlfriend and I split up early February.

However, it was completely unrelated to this incident. It was an amicable breakup, simply due to us being in different places in life and not being the right person for each other, so although it’s a shame this didn’t work out as we’d hoped, we walked away on good terms.

I’m happy to report that I’m in the best place of my life, and although I’d love to find a new partner, I’m not going to spend every waking moment looking for her.

Thanks again to everyone for your kind words, I hope that anyone else who shares some of the feelings I expressed finds this com